Something weird happened to me today and I felt outside of my skin and I freaked out kind of and I remembered all the times people have violated my boundaries and when I drove home I struggled to keep my eyes open and when I walked to Amanda’s I saw a bird crash into a house and I don’t know if it died but I couldn’t find it. I hope it is okay. I cannot sleep anymore it seems I wake up every 15 minutes and turn but I know it’s useless. 4:10 and I’m sitting in Amanda’s living room listening to her mom wake and stir every hour or so

Doing that creepy thing where I get tipsy and comment winky faces on people’s statuses instead of things that actually make sense in hopes that they will know what I mean via friendly wink